Like a lot of songs I’ve burned to CD to listen to in my car, I’ve developed a nifty harmony that I sing along with it. When I eventually re-record this, I’ll have to include it. (I’ve also considered writing a new, unrelated song with the harmony as the main melody.)
One final note: since this recording, I’ve since altered the lyrics: the second-to-final line in the chorus now begins with “and” instead of “but”. (The lyrics below are the correct ones.) It just makes more sense to me — and flows better — that way.
» I Never Could Have Guessed That I Would Miss You So Badly Now
file size: 2.85 MB
written: 1996
recorded: 1996
instrument: Casio keyboard
recording medium: cassette tape
album art: Brain Food
lyrics:
Trying to hold on to sanity
Images behind glass
Coming to grips with reality
Seems in insurmountable taskMy heart doesn’t know that it’s over
But I’ve got to convince it somehowCHORUS:
I never could’ve seen the way it ended
And I never could’ve known exactly how
And I never could’ve guessed
That I would miss you so badly nowEvery day it’s the same thing
My thoughts drifting to her
Looking, longing past the frame
The pictures in my head just a blurI wanted to say it was her fault
But I know that’s not possible nowCHORUS
Tears drown the fires of loneliness
Wash away the past ’til it’s gone
Memories all but extinguished
Still a sole remaining flame burns onOh, how I want to tell you I love you
Oh, I wish that I could see you somehowCHORUS
No, I never could’ve guessed
That I would miss you so badly now
Tags: brain food, musical monday, songwriting
